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Monday, July 26, 2010 / 8:51 PM
In a very bad mood today during chinese lesson? Or rather I am just showing attitude to some people. Seriously dun really like chinese lesson, not because it is boring, teacher not good or what. It's just some people there. I tolerated them since term 1. I talk to them patiently, not throwing my temper on them. Everyone's patient has a limit to it. In the chinese class it is like entering a battlefield, I will be so worn out everytime. Instead of being tired out, why not I just sit at the back, keep quiet and everything is so peaceful... You all understand? The moment you all entered the class, all you asked was 'You have stead ah?' I dun want to answer this question. Not trying to deny or admit it, is just that it is my life, my problem. To acccept it a not is also none of ur business!
Some people said that I had changed a lot right after the holiday. I really do think that I have changed. Changing for the better or worse? I think both. I am starting to be able to think for others now, help out each other & starting to share. The bad thing is, I am becoming a spendthrift. Spending $ on branded stuff now. I am starting to keep all problems to myself, instead of expressing it out.
Band self prac today. As usual, gossip there... Celeste is seriously desperate to find a boyfriend. As usual I will be like influencing Zhi wen about it. I told him ' must go find 1 now! if not next year too late alrdy!' guess what he said. ' I have alrdy gone thru this period.............'
very tired to typed out everything
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